Ek is terug en het besluit ek moet ma weer begin blog…it keeps me sane…ek het so baie om te skryf en baie wat gebeur het in die laaste jaar of wat….its so good to be back…is almal nog hier….
i am still alive…
who says…
I wouldn’t wanna be anybody else.
Hey!
You made me insecure,
Told me I wasn’t good enough.
But who are you to judge
When you’re a diamond in the rough.
I’m sure you got some things
You’d like to change about yourself.
But when it comes to me,
I wouldn’t wanna be anybody else.
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
I’m no beauty queen.
I’m not just beautiful me
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life.
C’mon on!
Who says?
Who says you’re not perfect?
Who says you’re not worth it?
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting?
Trust me,
That’s the price of beauty.
Who says you’re not pretty?
Who says you’re not beautiful?
Who says?
It’s such a funny thing
How nothing’s funny when it’s you.
You tell ’em what you mean,
But they keep whiting out the truth.
It’s like a work of art
That never gets to see the light.
Keep you beneath the stars,
Won’t let you touch the sky.
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
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I’m no beauty queen.
I’m just beautiful me.
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na na na na na
You’ve got every right
To a beautiful life.
C’mon on!
Who says?
Who says you’re not perfect?
Who says you’re not worth it?
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting?
Trust me,
That’s the price of beauty.
Who says you’re not pretty?
Who says you’re not beautiful?
Who says?
Who says you’re not star potential?
Who says you’re not presidential?
Who says you can’t be in movies?
Listen to me, listen to me.
Who says you don’t pass the test?
Who says you can’t be the best?
Who said?
Who said?
Won’t you tell me who said that?
Yeah, oh
Who said?
Who says?
Who says you’re not perfect?
Who says you’re not worth it?
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting?
Trust me,
That’s the price of beauty.
Who says you’re not pretty?
Who says you’re not beautiful?
Who says?
Who says?
Who says you’re not perfect?
Who says you’re not worth it?
Who says you’re the only one that’s hurting?
Trust me,
That’s the price of beauty.
Who says you’re not pretty?
Who says your not beautiful?
Who says?
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dae soos vandag
Dis dae soos vandag wat ek weet hoekom ek my ex so haat – en although ek weet haat is n baie kras woord – kan ek nie help om die gevoel te voel nie – I mean come on wie sit en grens vir drie ure lank agter n toe kantoor deur net so sonder rede…..en om die waarheid te sê ek kan nie eens sê dat iets dit getrigger het nie – ek huil net die trane het net begin loop non-stop begin loop tot al my mascara op my wange gelê het en my oe bloedrooi was met swart eyeliner merke om…..meer gelyk of ek reg is om te gaan fight in Vietnam…..ek het geen rede om te grens nie dis al 3jaar maar soms dan steek die gevoel kop uit waaneer ek dit die minste verwag en some people will say ma dis dan al so lank terug…..well guess die seer gaan sit net baie baie diep waar dit onbereikbaar is,maar weggaan sal dit nooit nie……waaneer gaan ek toegelaat word om my hart uit hierdie unbreakable hok uit te haal…..dis iets wat ek myself moet toelaat om te doen maar ek kom nie sover om dit te doen nie…..dis baie werk om n hart wat in tien miljoen stukkies gebreek was weer aanmekaar te las met gom en pleister – net om te weet iemand mag dit dalk weer shatter……maar ek wil dit uit hê……
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observation….
Ek sit nou die oggend by die werk en wag vir die volgende pasient omin te kom – nie lank nie hier kom n middeljare dame in…..baie vriendelik en aangenaam….sy sit heel rustig en wag haar beurt af om vir doker te sien….ek is in en uit met die tools vir dokter en maak nog notas ook in tussen…..
Sy is volgende en ek wys vir haar die stoel waar sy moet sit terwyl dokter al sy dinge regkry…..ek gaan sit skyns oorkant haar op my gewone ou plekkie pen reg in die hand om notas te neem…… My oog vang toe die dame op n heel ander manier as wat ek gewoonlik na die pasiente kyk…..Ek blaai toe vinnig terug in haar leer om by haar detail sheet uit te kom….jip en daar staan dit by haar marital status DIVORCED…….
Ek kyk toe weer op en na n ander manier na haar…..half dieper en sien toe wat ek gedink ek het….sy is agter daai vriendelik masker van haar so afgemaak, so so so sad , die lewe het haar verniel – miskien het sy n moeilike huwelik gehad – miskien was haar kinders moeilik….. haar voorkoms se sy gee nie regtig om nie – sy is verby die deel waar sy moet lewe sy is net nog hier…..
Haarkies is vuil en in n losbandige manier vasgeknip…..haar oe is moeg en die swartvlekke onder dit lyk meer na eyeshadow op die verkeerde plek aangewend….haar klere is oud en wil lyk of hulle 200 keer gewas is – diere hare van kop tot tone…..
Hulle se n mens mag nie judge nie …… en voor die ou woordjie EENVOUDIG in my klein brein wou oppop toe dink …..
Maybe was sy n elegante vrou op haar dae….n vrou van imborste en status n mooi vrou……maar nie meer nie….sy is verniel….
Deur wie……
N mislukte huwelik
N gemors van n man
Die lewe
Haar kinders
Of dalk verkies sy om so te lyk en wees……
Haar voorkoms se eks vuil moenie nader kom nie……
Vir oomblik daar het ek met al die gedagtes kennis gemaak…..
En toe is sy weg en ek het nie haar notas gemaak nie…..
weird amusing scene
? I have a new obsession and I think it is affecting my brain…….. ? Yesterday I was driving from Otjiwarongo to Windhoek and there was a guy walking next to the road….. He was hitch-hiking and for a split second, I was thinking of picking him up…..but then this very strangely-amusing scene played of in my head….. ? He got in the car – thanking me so ever kindly for the ride….as we were talking I saw him staring at me in a strange way from the corner of my eye…and then it happened……… ? He made me pull over the car under some sort of compulsion….. ? We got out of the car and he came so close to my face I could feels his breathing against my face…….. ? His eyes turned weird……he was stroking my neck as he came closer to neck…….. ? A hooter sound snapped me back to reality…….. ? I should really stop watching Vampire Diaries……it is just so damn addictive!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
madhouse
Its been crazzzzzzzyyyy dis side ek moet seriously n uodate doen.
In the meanwhile I got my new blackberry die wat sou belangstel om my te bbm 23539499 is my pin.hoor graag van julle.mwah!
addicting beautiful…….
You’re so hypnotizing
Could you be the devil? Could you be an angel?
Your touch magnetizing
Feels like I am floating, leaves my body glowing
They say be afraid
You’re not like the others, futuristic lover
Different DNA
They don’t understand you
You’re from a whole other world
A different dimension
You open my eyes
And I’m ready to go, lead me into the light
Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison
Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction
Boy, you’re an alien
Your touch so foreign
It’s supernatural
Extraterrestrial
You’re so supersonic
Wanna feel your powers, stun me with your lasers
Your kiss is cosmic
Every move is magic
You’re from a whole other world
A different dimension
You open my eyes
And I’m ready to go, lead me into the light
Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison
Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction
Boy, you’re an alien
Your touch so foreign
It’s supernatural
Extraterrestrial
This is transcendental
On another level
Boy, you’re my lucky star
I wanna walk on your wavelength
And be there when you vibrate
For you I’ll risk it all
Kiss me, ki-ki-kiss me
Infect me with your love and
Fill me with your poison
Take me, ta-ta-take me
Wanna be a victim
Ready for abduction
Boy, you’re an alien
Your touch so foreign
It’s supernatural
Extraterrestrial, extraterrestrial, extraterrestrial
Boy, you’re an alien
Your touch so foreign
It’s supernatural
Extraterrestrial
Guess who’s back……….
I am back whoop whoop!!!!!!!
Wees flippen dankbaar…………
Toe kry ek nou die stukkie inligting in my inbox en ek lees en lees weer dit lees so:
Dag Almal
Ek het vandag ‘n e pos ontvang waar jy die kans kan kry om 1 kind se hart die Kersfees bly te maak.
Onderaan is ‘n lysie van kinders se wense van wat hulle graag hierdie Kersfees wil hê. Ek weet nie van julle nie,maar my hart breek, as ek net moet dink hoe be-voorreg ons almal is met families, lekker kos en baie geskenke op Kersdag.
Kom ons vat hande en sit ‘n glimlag op ‘n kind se gesiggie…al is dit net 1..Dit is al klaar ‘n groot verandering wat ons maak.
Laat weet asb vir my wie bereid is om te help?
Lekker dag!!
Naam: Oud: Wens lys:
Meisies:
Helen 9 Uitdraai kryte, 2 Bratz poppe, Stickers
Megan 10 Hannah Montana Stickers, 5 Bratz, Barbie of enige iets van Hannah Montana
Stephanie 13 Hanna Montana DVD, 17 Again DVD, Avril Lavin CD
Ronel 13 Hannah Montana CD, Hannah Montana DVD, Stickers
Nicole 14 Jewelery, Make-up, Cd – Britney Spears (nuwe)
Celeste 15 Make-up kit & onderlaag, Beddegoed & gordyne, hair straitner
Marie 15 Make-up kit, Scrap book kit, Mooi horlosie
Hilda 15 DVD 17 Again, DVD Hanah Montana the Movie, Kurt Darren CD Span die seile
Michelle 16 Eden CD, Juanita Du Plessis CD, ? Mooi tier prente
Alta 16 Make-up Kit, Scrap book Kit, Jewelery
Estelle 17 CD speler, Vroulike dagboek (Godsdiens) Groot sagte Teddie beer
Llavana 18 Make-up kit, Scrap book kit, Mary Mary’s newest Gospel CD
Seuns:
Hendrik 11 Radar kar, Radio met ear phones, Hot wheel (rooi)
Dirk 14 Army Paket, Hot Wheels, 18 Wheeler (Trailor Truck)
Jaan 14 Hot wheels, Radar kar, Kurt Darren se nuwe cd
Clinton 14 N$ 100 se Chutney biltong, Element Scateboard, Groot box chocolates
Nathan 14 N$50 se biltong, Sokker bal, Manchester T-shirt
Thys 15 Beddegoed stel, Klere (Dra, kerk, uitgaan), Skoene, sokkies
Alex 16 N$50 se biltong, Radio, Horlosies
Hannes 18 Kurt Darren CD, Klere, Radar Kar
Jacques 20 Mooi potte en panne, Ketel, Mooi Mans horlosie
Haai ek was sommer dadelik hartseer gewees – wie soek vir kersfees N$50 se biltong – julle ek het skoon sleg gevoel….
Inelkgeval ek het defnitief n paar bydraes gemaak – wou dit net met julle deel.
Tunnelvision…………
It’s been a while………..
Okay hier is die scenario…….
Ons almal ken networking(blog,facebook,skype,mxit en en en) okay jy “meet” n dokter in n ander land…….julle “ken” mekaar nou al meer as twee jaar…..
Die dokter wil sy Internship in Namibia kom doen – die enigste persoon wat hy ken in die hele afrika is jy……….Onthou jy is blank die dokter indies – Oops stop die lorrie wat nou – typical kry jy nou die average tunnel vision person waarvan Windhoek oorloop let wel – nou is dit n issue want ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh wat gaan die mense se……wat wil hulle se…….
Imagine gou jouself in daai persoon se skoene – jy wil move na n ander country en jy ken net 1 persoon of nog beter niemand nie……
Hoe ver sal jy help?
Ek sal help sover ek kan – ek imagine net myself as ek dit dalk eendag wou doen…….ek sal ook wil he iemand moet my help….
Hoekom nou narrow-minded wees oor die hele situasie of oor die algemeen O poef hy is nie wit nie – nou help ek hom nie……
Ja ja ja ek weet daar gaan nou mense wees wat se ek redeneer verkeerd……ons lewe reeds in so hatred world – why nobody knows….ma ja
Ugh let me go……..voor ek nou eers weer my bloed laat borrel….
Pit julle uit met julle menings
Skop Hoog – vrydag is nog n entjie!
Cheers